If we could, I would.

Funny how we expect a difference, but everything stays the same. I can't put a finger as to whether this floating feeling smells like disappointment - or maybe it is, but rather what am I disappointed with?  Maybe because I expected change, but nothing changed, or perhaps, I'm just disappointed that I actually harbored that little glimpse of hope in the first place. Can somebody please tell me how long has this been already? A coma patient would have woken up from their deep slumber, where they were some sort protected from the insanity of the world for a good period of time.

Their seasons of slumbers, occasionally seemed to be the only thing that I yearn for at times.

Besides the talks of slumbers and disappointments and hope, the end of 2011 was surprisingly good. I met a group of humans - of whom we have affectionately named ourselves as 'Party People.' They made the holidays a much better place where we filled our minds with mindless conversations that mostly contained our weird sense of humor and satire, also, the fact that they gave so freely made me feel all so warm and cozy. :)

And then I ended the year with a group of people whom I had 9 years of friendship with. I can't believe I didn't take any photos - but then it's totally understandable because 9 years.... we have been taking alot of pictures hahahaha. I feel so blessed to be surrounded by such awesome people :)

School has started, which means it's another phase of life, another journey and everything in between. I need strength - physically and emotionally because I took Furniture Design as one of my electives and I'm like 'whaaaat am I thinking!?'