No, in fact, I shudder at the thought of it. While it's synonymous to positivity, I can't help but connect this speck of pessimistic dust to this entire, seemingly gleeful situation I currently (might) have on hand. To be honest, I have never really seen such a side of myself as well, so we can all jolly well conclude that this is a first time for everyone, and a first for me.
Maybe because I know, something might happen, and my inability to catch up, or rather, measure up to your output level is secretly haunting me at the back of my head every now and then. I think this is the biggest issue I have right now. Perhaps my too frequent phases of missing-in-action has knocked me up a little, and I know that this is probably not the right way to behave anymore because it's no longer like what it is before.
Maybe such things shouldn't really happen to me because I'm a klutz at such stuff.
Maybe I should go missing for awhile again.
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