Some people are meant to fall in love, and never end up together.

I chanced upon something in my head today while moping around in my room because of the overwhelming exposure to people and fyp, and I thought that it'd be nice to just share this over here before I drown in my own blood for this remaining week of FYP.

On the plus side, I had a few good moments and perhaps I'll upload more pictures once I'm done with this shit - it's like constipation, but maybe more like constipation in a cockroach infested toilet cubicle that has doors that are a little far from reach.

When you're gone - which is soon, by the way. I can feel it because my mind and body reacts pretty well to impending doom that I've been feeling it since the start of the day one. The irony would be that nobody really knew when was day one. But since it's gonna end, it doesn't really matter when did it start - but rather when will it end.

Soon.

So, when you're gone, these are things that I'll do:

1. Chop off my hair
2. Messy-dip-dye it with unicorn colors
3. Start up a movement
4. Do up my portfolio (web/print) proper
5. Tan it up
6. Go for a beach party
7. Switch my smartphone to a normal phone
8. Deactivate facebook (for awhile)
9. Finish 1 book per week
10. Buy a classical guitar
11. Apply for the next intake at an overseas university
12. Gym all day, errday
13. Not talk about you to people
14. Wear heels and dresses
15. Be pretty all day, errday
16. Draw things that reminds me of you and make it into a publication
17. Go for a concert
18. Watch all the movies that we said we would together
19. Never ever bake oreo brownies again (till:02 May 2015)
20. Get drunk and wasted
21. Bawl my eyes one last time for you
22. Tell people I like girls
23. Never highfive anybody
24. Dislike everything you like
25. Delete your number in my phone
26. Delete all of your pictures in my phone
27. Go on a date with this other guy who has been there throughout what we had
28. Chance upon a song that reminds me of you
29. Memorise it,
30. Play it well on guitar,
31. Record it, and upload to youtube
32. Never have friends over
33. Lose 5kg in whatever way
34. Wear all the clothes that you once said I look good in and then sell/throw/donate them off
35. Get a tattoo 
36. Forget to eat meals and forget about remembering them
37. Delete our whatsapp convo
38. And all of your pics and videos in my phone
39. Never ever paste stickers on my phone
40. Create another list and swear by it