Millions of things run through my tired mind, but when I see the people I love, I can't seem to provide them a reasonable excuse for my current "i-can't-give-a-shit-about anything-except-school" life. And that results in a downward spiral in most-treasured relationships because they simply cannot comprehend any reason for such an erratic behaviour displayed by yours truly. I wish I could tell them what really is going on, and that please don't ignore me because I really love you very much, but at the same time, I'm so tired from so many stuff and I don't want to vent my frustrations and tiredness at you.
Mom & Dad, I wish you guys knew the internet well enough to reach this place. I just want to hug you both very tightly and go to sleep soundly.
And the worst part is that I am the cause of this shit, and I don't know what to do about this anymore.
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