You can take it all, cause I'm gone.

I wanted to tell you guys about my recent obsession with something, but ever since tuesday passed by quietly with my heavy heart thumping out loud throughout the long bus rides I made myself take, I figured that something has to be done.

And then I chanced upon this song.

Tonight is gonna be one of the most depressing nights of my life. The day wasn't any better, but just for the record, I'm gonna make tonight the worst ever by watching a war film and sneak on the chance to bawl my eyes out for everything that has happened recently. And if it doesn't work, I still have another war film to watch. And another.

That should be enough, otherwise, I have to find my Titanic DVD and force myself to look at Jack Dawson fade into the dark waters, never to be lived again, except in the hearts of some. But on the other hand, I'm smelling that Titanic ain't gonna work that well for me because it didn't really happen.

No, Titanic won't make it. I'll let myself read Plath and Hemingway.

I'm all prepared.